Just a little something to think about...

Hey Alice, Where's Wonderland?

I once found myself

Between two sheets of ice

Like a meth- head

As speed bumps formed

Under my skin

Took shape on my nose

Made cracks on my lips

I tried to talk faster

Faster than I already was

To distract you

To make you forget the ugliness
I have become
This child with no legs
This breath with no release
A needle without the medicine
And to hide it would mean
Lines 1-15 were a lie
And I don't think I'm a liar
It's just that the high is gone
And now I'm all alone

Written By: Niloo Farahzadeh

Dear Circa Survive

This is how I feel about your music

I know you won't ever see this

And you don't understand

That whatever you say will be my Bible

My cause, my reason, my religion

With every sequence and every fluctuating minor chord

I feel new feelings

I fall in love, faster and faster

And it's like the climax is always around the corner

I'm almost there

But never am

What are you?

A monster?

An arch- angel from my wildest dreams?

If only your unusually attractive melody, your shrill voice, and ever unbreakable words were tangible,

Human even

I would hold you in my arms

And forever would be too short

Because you save me

Thank you, that's it.
--Niloo

 

Drink Mode, Freak Mode.

Gawd! I love summer

It's so fan-fucking-tastic! (pardon my french)

 

Photos taken by Niloo Farahzadeh (me duhhh), except the 13th, 17th, and 19th ones, other people took those. (that's how I got in them!) But all the rest I took :)

Love is though, time is rough

"Well I see you, got your Bible, your delusion imagery. Well I don't need your eternity or your meaning to feel free. I just live because I love to, and that's just good you see. So please don't preach about morality, that's just human sense to me." -- First Aid Kit

 

"And it's one life, and it's this life, and it's beautiful"